Here's something new. My first completed pencil drawing :D!
And an update: I went to The One Academy (finally) last week. I'm thinking of taking the 3+0 BA (Hons) Graphic Design and Illustration. But before that I need to take a year of foundation. :) And for registration, I need to prepare a portfolio of a portrait, a landscape painting, and a free composition. Above shows that I'm done with the first :D.
I will be starting at 4th May. Yes, I have tons of time to laze around. Mum's dragging me out every single day to furniture shops, hardware stores, lamps and lighting shops, tiles and toilet stores and the likes. *sigh* Oh, wells. I can't wait for my house to be completed anyway. Woot! Finally getting my own room.
Ah and going around Klang, and even to Selayang (just for tiles), mum decided that it is damn inconvenient to drive Estima around with only just the two of us and I need transport to school soon. So, I hope this means an object with 4 wheels is coming my way. :D *cross fingers*
Besides... They still owe me a birthday prezzie. >:D
This took me a while (thanks to interferences, I had to redo this twice.) And yea, I know it doesn't look as good as previous ones, but that's because I drew and coloured this myself. :D
*Sigh. This week we couldn't see each other. This is tough but it means that next week's meeting, we would cherish our time spent together more. (i know this is a feeble attempt to sound strong. *sobs*)
Resolution too small. It needs to be 600gpi. *gasps*
Need to leave a 0.5cm space in case got error in printing.
Need to check the image, textures, background, and brushes if they are under creative commons. If they are, i either can replace use of them or change it at least 5% (was it 5? or 10? *blur*) to use it as mine.
Oh, and the calender cannot see at all. (ugh, just kill me already)
*sigh*. sad sad. i hope there's no prob with the teaser. I don't know where did yu-an find the image of the castle one. I'm just using. *gulp*
On a lighter note, I'm going out with William this Saturday. Woot! It's our 3rd monthversary, the first one that we actually get to see each other and properly celebrate the monthly date. Haha. I can't wait, fufufu. I'm looking forward to ice cream :D!
I should shut up about leaving CAL already. Geez, I can't help but to feel that I'm rotting at home. *sigh. Oh wells. To make myself feel better, I post some stuff that I had made la. Please pardon my bhb-ness. Tyvm.
This also shows what's going on for TAS. ECA Day and Inaugural Meeting 2010 just pass without me being there. I just made the posters and still trying to do a TAS logo. lol. Failing badly, maybe I need a whole new perspective of TAS and Japan. (*goes and sink myself into image boards and art websites*)
No, I'm not trying to say I don't like the movie, because I do. And William, it's just like you said. But well, the movie wins with beautiful cg.
On another note, I am now officially a part of the unemployed entity of the society. The noncontributing one, house bumming NEET, leacher, and the likes. Yes, I do cringe thinking about things like this. It feels too soon and all.
Monday, January 25, 2010 @ Then, a decision had to be made,
I arrive at a cross road and I pick my path. Cheers to me beginning anew, I begin with a new blog as well.
Ah, as I was afraid, things change. I'm officially quitting A Levels later today. Today's my last day of going to the same class as William. Sad, I know.
Why? Ouch. Bad results is one reason which snowballed into the fact that I can't cope by doing both AS and A2 at once, and Ms Hew wants me to defer instead. But look at it this way, (i beg of you), I don't want to do this in the first place. Now I'm back on track, so please, don't tell me I'm an idiot for doing this. I have no choice.
What's my plans ahead, you say? I'm planning to find a job now, hopefully something similar to what I plan to do in the future. Possibly in a advertising firm, *cross fingers*. At worst, I will have to do teaching in a kindergarten where i know most of you will think that it's the most suitable job EVER for me.
Why a job? I'm waiting for The One Academy's new intake, which I am meaning to check the next time I go to Sunway. Besides, working seems fun and my parents want me to get some work experience. Oh and I desperately need a car.
I feel: Sad, of course. And kinda degraded. Well, I've always thought very little of those giving up halfway. Now myself is doing the same. How shameful. I also feel bad for not doing well in it, feel like I'm incompetent and stupid for not being able to finish this. But I'm trying to look at this with a pair of sunglasses, I think I might enjoy this after all. I don't wanna do law anyway. I wanna do arts (tho some might think that this is a foolish and naive choice). I wanna go to an arts school. I want to learn more about it. I don't want to waste more time writing Law/Socio/Econs essays (not that I do much) anymore. Jun told me about the foundation and got me really excited about it. Tho it sounds hectic, but it's gonna be a good sort of stress, the right kind. So this really drives me to continue down this path.
To William: I don't know what to say, really. I'm so darn sorry that I didn't do well. I know you want me to be in class with you. So do I. But yea, I'm sorry that I screwed up. I know this really messed up what you want. *sigh Well I'm gonna take this opportunity to say:
CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR STRAIGHT A'S! I'M SO FRIGGIN PROUD OF YOU! TOLD YOU THAT YOU CAN DO IT! I TOTALLY SAW IT COMING!
:D! Keep up the good work. Pay attention to the right things in class, now that I'm not there. :) Love you. <3
this wasn't a picture blog in the first place, but what the heck.
disclaimer: the pictures in this blog is from flickr and various blogs i go to (which i will list next time) unless stated otherwise.
prologue
khaixing. female. 144cm. 19yo this year. taken. escapist. dreams. rainbow. make believe world. teddy. shiro is the cutest thing and likes fish fillet. parasol. art. shower. paint brush. vintage. summer. rain. pony. locket. tick tock. basket. paper clip. venice and florence. ferris wheel and carousel. wonderland. promises and white lies. pudding and crepe and pancakes. love. wish. ♥
